Sometimes we need to take the time to realise the gifts we have been given. I know it can be hard to be objective about the hand life has dealt you, but it is so necessary. Think back into your personal history and omit one memory or moment and then try to reconstruct your life from that point in history to this moment in time. Would your life be fundamentally altered or would if just be changed slightly? What if you had invested more of yourself into that moment? Could you have changed your world or someone else's for the better? Try to spread around the sunshine... don't keep it all in your pocket.